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Name: Emily
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 2/25/1988
Gender: Female
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
6/1/2005
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| hey everyone
i made a new xanga. well IM me if you want it merychrstmasemi
or email me EMILYANDALLI@NETZERO.COM
or i'll just tell u the next time i talk to you
well bye
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| i think i found someone. ilove my new job. i feel happy there. i dont really know why b/c it's a hardware store. its quite a lovely atmosphere. i get to see some of the people i went to school with in Coal City. i wish i never moved. i love the people here (well maybe not all of them) but i feel like i fit in better there. i can talk to them easily. thats probably y everyone thinks im retarded for loving christmas and being the way i am b/c i dont belong here. i shouldnt have been put here. i wish i could move back. but i would miss everyone well i dont know. im sick of thinking about him. i dont want to anymore. i hate it. every night i pray to get him out of my head. it doesnt work. i like being friends with him. and i like talking to him but i dont want to love him anymore. i dont think i really do anymore but i dont really know. im so confused. i dont know anything. i think i need to figure out everything. this is the most confusing horrible time of my life. i cant wait to live in a new world. i cant wait to get out of this little town and go to college. i want to meet different people. real people. im sick of people who are trying to be like everyone else and not themselves. noone is an individual these days. there was one person who i thoght was the closest person to individuality but i found out he's just like everyone else now. i cant wait to start a new life.
Merry Christmas!
Em | | |
| i think i found someone. ilove my new job. i feel happy there. i dont really know why b/c it's a hardware store. its quite a lovely atmosphere. i get to see some of the people i went to school with in Coal City. i wish i never moved. i love the people here (well maybe not all of them) but i feel like i fit in better there. i can talk to them easily. thats probably y everyone thinks im retarded for loving christmas and being the way i am b/c i dont belong here. i shouldnt have been put here. i wish i could move back. but i would miss everyone well i dont know. im sick of thinking about him. i dont want to anymore. i hate it. every night i pray to get him out of my head. it doesnt work. i like being friends with him. and i like talking to him but i dont want to love him anymore. i dont think i really do anymore but i dont really know. im so confused. i dont know anything. i think i need to figure out everything. this is the most confusing horrible time of my life. i cant wait to live in a new world. i cant wait to get out of this little town and go to college. i want to meet different people. real people. im sick of people who are trying to be like everyone else and not themselves. noone is an individual these days. there was one person who i thoght was the closest person to individuality but i found out he's just like everyone else now. i cant wait to start a new life.
Merry Christmas!
Em | | |
| i think i found someone. ilove my new job. i feel happy there. i dont really know why b/c it's a hardware store. its quite a lovely atmosphere. i get to see some of the people i went to school with in Coal City. i wish i never moved. i love the people here (well maybe not all of them) but i feel like i fit in better there. i can talk to them easily. thats probably y everyone thinks im retarded for loving christmas and being the way i am b/c i dont belong here. i shouldnt have been put here. i wish i could move back. but i would miss everyone well i dont know. im sick of thinking about him. i dont want to anymore. i hate it. every night i pray to get him out of my head. it doesnt work. i like being friends with him. and i like talking to him but i dont want to love him anymore. i dont think i really do anymore but i dont really know. im so confused. i dont know anything. i think i need to figure out everything. this is the most confusing horrible time of my life. i cant wait to live in a new world. i cant wait to get out of this little town and go to college. i want to meet different people. real people. im sick of people who are trying to be like everyone else and not themselves. noone is an individual these days. there was one person who i thoght was the closest person to individuality but i found out he's just like eeryone else now. i cant wait to start a new life.
Merry Christmas!
Em | | |
| hey
so today was my first day of work. it wasnt too bad. so this girl that works there is somone who was in my grade when i went to Coal City. well one time in 4th grade we had to write this poem about a person from this book we were reading. well she sat next to me and she copied every single word of my poem. my teacher called us up to her desk and i was like "what the heck". she said showed us the papers and i was like thats gay. well my teacher knew i didnt copy b/c i was smart and i didnt need to copy anyone's paper. so the other girl got in trouble. well i smell like a hardware store now. the shirt i have to wear is enormous. its the smallest size they have.i could wear it as a dress. i also got my own spcial nametag. actually its a pin not a tag. so i didnt get an 80% on my adv eng test. i got a 71%. its ok though b/c hardley anyone got an 80. i am so ready for this crappy weather to be over with. i want to wear long sleeves and sweaters and mittens and hats a nd scarfs.
well im so mad. the other day i realized my Christmas countdown is way off. i think i forgot to add in the days of December.
so now theres 118 days until Christmas. i guess it isnt that far away but i was more excited when there was 90 omething days left
well k bye
Merry Christmas!
Em
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